Friday, April 18, 2014

living the dream

I've been wanting to leave Palawan to experience new things. When I did it was so shocked! Ngayong nandito n ako sa Maynila hindi ko inaasahan ang mga mararanasan ko. Isang boss n walang puso, mga katrabahong makasarili, magaspang na kapamilya, at napakalaking kasalanan! 

Sunday, October 23, 2011

i want to get out of here!!!

more than any thing else, i want to get out of here now!

i feel that i have always given my love for someone and that love was not given back to me. is it awful to feel that i am expecting love to always return to me? i just needed to feel loved.

i am a bad person for being so selfish. me isang tao lang ngayon na gusto kong makasama, hindi ko alm kung gusto nya din akong makasama. it makes me so sick thinking about him. have i love the wrong person. pang ilan n ba sya sa mga nilagay ko sa buhay ko at iset na makasama habang buhay.

gusto ko na namang umalis. bagong buhay, bagong pag-asa sa ibang lugar. if mabibigyan ako ng chance na malipat ng ibang lugar, hopefully next year, sana maitama ko na ung buhay ko. feeling ko i am loosing time.

araw-araw ko na lang iniisip ngaun na by january i'll be transferring to baguio. i'll be contacting analou so that if she has plans of going back to baguio we'll be together. we'll be renting a small place for the two of us, maybe the nearest to mbai office. i'll be buying things for myself,para makapag pundar na. then maybe, hoepfully, i'll find someone to be with, to spend my life with. huh! someday... soon!

Thursday, April 28, 2011

recalling wish list

about three years ago I've created my wish list. as time goes by i forget all about it. so this time i will try to recall my wish list and prays that someday these wishes will come true.

1. learn to play the guitar
2. learn to drive a vehicle
3. go back to school and finish masters degree
4. learn to cook
5. learn how to use chopsticks
6. travel around Philippines
7. tour abroad
8. deeply, passionately, truly fall in love with someone
9. marry someday
10. have kids
11. build a home
12. invest
13. save
14. give more
15. always have fun


huh! i cant remember any of them na, some in the list are what i want now! hehehehe! but i know that this list will continue on and on as one wish list comes true!

so help me GOD! all for HIS GLORY!